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MY 18TH BIRTHDAY

2009-05-19T07:26:00.000-07:00

FUIIIYOOOOOOOO!!!!!!

did u really believe that, on ur 18th birthday, there will be a miracle come to you

n ur life will change???

Yeeessss!!!

i do believe it... strongly.. n guess what... on my own 18th birthday,

a group of angels blessed me... and i was very happy and still happy

B4 this, aq ni memang la x penah celebrate besdey ni, adik-bradik aq pon x penah la sambut besdey...

so kalo besdey aq, i fell nothing, n rase, ianye hanyelah hari biase... x special langsung...

kalau nak tau, aq x pernah tiup lilin birthday cake, n x pernah ade name aq atas mane2 kek pon kat dunie ni...

mase aq sekolah rendah, aq selalu nangis sebab x pernah sambut birthday...

tp parent aq x tau... aq x pernah nangis depan parent.. so mesti dieorng ingat aq ni kuat...

in reality, aq ni lemah giler... hanye aq n tuhan je tau....

tp bile da masuk sekolah menengah, aq da x rase ape2 bile x sambut birthday,

sebab aq da practice control emotion...... hahahahaha

sampaila my 17th birthday....

aq pon x pernah bgtau bile birthday aq...

kalo bgtau pon, bukan nye ade org nak celebrate....

tetapi....

i believe in miracle, n believe everybody will have their time...

n aq x sangke.. i punye on my 18th birthday

hahaha

bangge giler

mase malam birthday tu, macam biase tiap2 tahun...

aq akan menyorok n bersendiri sambil membuat wish...

taun ni, aq wat wish kat bilik study, mase tu x de org...

so aq lepak kat bilik stadi dr pukul 11 sampai pukul1

dalam tempoh mase tu, aq da senaraikan my best 10 wishes....

hahahaha

seronok do

but all the exitement not begin yet...

mase ari jumaat.... aq g class outing ngan JACKSON

lass day as jackson

mule2 maen ice skating, seronok nak mampos...

aq jatuh 7 kali, buat orang jatuh, 6 kali. hahaha

paling seronok, aq skate nagn hema, alia n sundrina...

first time aq skate sambil pegang tangan perempuan

bahagie la jugak hahaha

pas skate, kitorang makan kat kenny roegers...

punyela x sedap n mahal...

n suprisingly, lepas abes makan, ade cake sampai...

sume nyanyi birthday song... aq ingat diorg sambut birthday dak lain

sebab birhday aq 4 hari yg lepas... so aq pon nyanyi la skali...

pastu amin... jerit2 kat aq soh aq dudok...... aq tersangat la rase pelik...

rupe-rupenye diorang sambut birthday aq........

punyela kuat diorg nyanyi, satu sunway bergeme...

punyela bangge mase tu... sume org tgk n aq wat muke bahgie campur riak

n at this moment, ni la first time, ade name aq atas kek n yeeeeeeeee.......

aq dapat tiup lilin cake aq... 17 taun aq practice tiup lilin

pastu.... aq lagi la terperanjat + gembire bile diorag bg hadiah sehelai baju n sweater yg berjename GIORDANO kat aq

fulaweiiii, cun giler siottttt... konpem r mahal

aq ade satu rahsie sebenarnye....

mase aq nampak kek tu, kaki aq da shaking da...

n mase aq tiup lilin... aq hampir nak meleleh, tp aq tahan giler2

malu la nangis

aq tahan nangis sampai sakit perut aq au

punye la terharu mase tu...

nak control terharu punye pasal, aq wat2 la lawak bodoh....

n amek pic banyk2

hahahaha

pastu aq g tandas... n finally aq nangis....

finally........... lame gak aq nangis.... byak kot air aq tahan td..

hahahaha

lastly, aq nak mengucapkan jutaan terima kasih kepada JACKSON

kerane memberi miracle dalam hidup aq...

sumpah, aq memang terkejut + happy + terharu + bahagia

memang x sangke dapat sambut birthday taun ni

n special thanls to Kher lee n thanges... the master mind

tanpe diorang, i dont know what 2 say.....

pastu kitorag kite tgk movie

abes movie, separuh dr kitorng balik hostel, separuh g clubbing n separuh lg lepak kat KFC

aq termasuk dalam golongan yg lepak kat KFC dengan Aliff n Alia

pukul 7 pg br kitorag balikkkkk

seerrrooonnnnoookkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!

20 April, only my classmate n roomate know, it was my birthday...

dahhhhh... i'm not popular...

malam birthday aq

SUMMER

2009-05-19T06:51:00.000-07:00

huhhh,

dah summer dah, tinggal sket jek hari aq nak blah....

aq memang x sabar nak end my life here...

summer ni somehow, bosan giler dow...

cam shit jek, ari2 dok sesorng dalam bilik cos x de kelas..

aq bajet, nak study sesorang, tp kebosanan yg melampau, make me malas giler

kalo malas nak study ok la lg, but, skang aq da malas dalam semue aspek: cakap, bangun, jalan, basuh baju beli makanan, bersukan lagi la aq malas...

pe yg menakutkan aq, aq nye 6 pax da hilang,

isk3 sedeh tol... penat aq exercise ( padahal x de pon menatang tu)

malu dow, tgk belly kat perut aq.... da x cute da

aq ske gak usha2 blog2 orang nih....

n aq wat conclusion, this month, bulan mengutuk org

most of the blog yg aq bace, mesti ade kutuk2 org...

x baik dow, sian kat org yg dikutuk tuuu..

lagipon kite x de hak nak kutuk atau judge somebody tu melalui their appearence...

maybe, there was the hidden talent or good on them

alaaaaa...

x kan r korang x tengok movie..

x semestinye orang jahat tu nak sangat jadi jahat..

mesti ade sebab die wat camtu..

n yg penting, mende tu lg elok tidak di-share kat sume org, for kebaikan

so, kalo nampak org wat jahat tu...

x yah la nak kutuk2 kat belakang..

just nasihat n tanye kenape...

hahaha

aq leh jd ustat.....

mase summer ni, aq habiskan mase aq tgk movie jek..

dalam seminggu, aq berjaye menonton lebih kurang 10 movies

waaa bangge tol.....

yang x leh blah, aq ulang tgk gossip girls season 3 sampai 4 kali,

pastu aq repaly trasformer, stardust, twilight, narnia sampai 5 6 kali...

tu menunjukkan, betape sedikitnye kerje aq n bosannye hidup aq....

nak wat camne... aq mane reti any sports, nak berborak, x de topic, nak bersocial x reti

hahaha

terpakse r mengurung diri dlm bilik...

jgn terkejut.... mostly budak intec termasuk dak cendane x kenal aq

n aq pon x kenal diorg sebenarnye... dah aq x popular

aq jarang do keluar bilik..
kalo keluar pon just tok beli makanan...

x pon hisham ajak kluar g mane2 tah....

kalo x de org ajak aq, aq akan membusuk dalam bilik..

tp aq wangi tau, cos aq jarang berpeluh...

sedeh gak x ramai kawan...

bukan aq x nak kawan...

tp aq malu kot, n aq x reti la nak berborak..

aq leh berborak ngan org yg aq rapat jek...

kalo org yg aq x rapat, jgn harap la aq bukak mulut..

aq nak berborak, tp takut terguris perasaan org atau org x sudi nak dengar..

sebab aq sedar kot, sape diri aq yg sebenar..

aq ni bukan dari golongan elit,

seperti kate kawan baik aq, aq just seperti batu yg org lain x kan endahkan..

hahaha

but aq ske jd batu, sebab org x perasan kite n kite x kaco org..

seronok, rase tenang n x de komitmen yg perlu kite pikul..

kerje aq just jd batu n go on with my life

hahahaha

aq da merepek panjang...

i'm in big trouble..

cgpa x lepas..

so i'm not gonna fly this year..

perhaps, there will be another chance for me,

to learn from my mistake, n solve all the problem that bugging my head since i was here

i dont care actually about my life anymore

cos i dont know, what is the meaning of LIFE

SPRING 2009 ADFP

2009-04-10T10:22:00.000-07:00

OMG!!!!

another 2 week for this sem...

i really dont know,

how it feels,

when this sem is over.....

ya, of coarse, i'll sad...

because, I really love my Jackson...

they are all amazing, different from others,

ever soul in Jackson have 1 similar quality;

SUPPORTIVE!!!!!!

it will be the saddest time, when da jackson is splitting,

I hope it will not,

please pray for it

other side of me,

i feel relief, n glad this hectic sem is over

for me, this sem as traffic jam,

hectic, bullshit n a wasting time

presentation, quizes, test and a lot of assignment,

research paper, critical thinking presentation,

tourism convention, music appreciation, american festival,

8 calculus quizes, 3 calculus tests

3 bio quixes n 3 bio tests

n many more

n me,

this sem is totally bullshits

i'm addicted to facebook, blogging

playing games(pokemon) n updated my mp3 collection....

It's totally wasting of time

I cant catchup my calculus...

n my marks are sucks

But, for me,

i'll feel more sad than happy

because, I love so much my class

n my classmate,

Ja Hong, Ronnie, Weijie, Nazrul, Adib

Ika, Farah, illi, Ain, Hema, Par

Hui Ming, Siong Yee, Ying Ji, Sundrina, Yin Peng, Kit Hang

Amin, Thanges, Kher Lee, Alia n Aliff..............

They are just a good friends

n i'll remember them

along my journey of my life

MRSM MUADZAM SHAH DALAM KENANGAN

2009-04-09T17:12:00.000-07:00

untuk pengetahuan semue,
aq la ex-mrsm muadzam,
mrsm terkemuke kat Malaysia,
sokmo ranking first dalam rank mrsm se-malaysia
bangge gak

aq rindu giler ngan mrsm mzms,
byk giler kenangan aq kat sane,
ade yg best, tp ade gak ade yg sakit sgt...

tp yg best is my class
5 Al Hambali (507)
dak2 sume gempak2 n cantik@kacak belake x caye tgk r pic ni

our graduation day!!!
finally!!

best class in whole batch!!!

go 507!!!!!!

cube teke kat mane aq
hahaha
aq lah makhluk paling hodoh kat pic ni

bersame abah a.k.a cikgu physics @ warden yg baek

kat kelas abah r aq rase paling best skali,

sporting giler,

supporting lagi

kat kelas bio.....

mdm suzana

cikgu bio yg best

tp bg markah rendah kat aq cos

aq x terer bio

isk...isk..isk...

miley is not a bitch n dont u dare to call her a bitch

2009-03-31T12:14:00.000-07:00

miley cyrus, one of the most successful celebrity in the world,
i follow her career since her first episode in Hannah Montana,
and i know her very2 much...

but,
org yg x berape nak kenal die,
sibuk kate, die x best (bitch)
she's not a bitch
I repeat, she's not a BITCH!!!!!!!!
n rmai gak yg melemparkan pelbagai fitnah n gosip yg bukan2 pasal die....

ni yg wat aq marah ni...
ye la, she is my favorite celebrity n one of my idol
for me she just perfect
hot, talented, smart,
she is actress, singer, composer n all the art things
so what all of u wanted from her more?????

pastu aq ade dgr gak
dak2 kat intec
n dak2 kat luar intec kate die not talented
WTF!!!!!
cube r dgr die wat concert live woii
br leh judge die talented or not
obviously, die talented giler
x macam certain
popular singer that miming all the time

so,
please stop hate Miley n call her a bitch
she not a bitch and deserve to get a love from us

shits, aq da terover
hahaha, baboon tol....
tp pedulik pe aq...
da aq ske die, aq harus pertahankan die r....
GO MiLEY!!!!!
(p/s: Miley will be my gf someday... just wait!.. I will kick Justin Gaston ass!!!!!!!)

fly on the wall-miley cyrus

2009-03-29T15:03:00.001-07:00

mileyyyy!!!!! love her so much

2009-03-29T15:01:00.000-07:00

american indulgence week-parade

2009-03-29T12:46:00.000-07:00

american indulgence week sememangnye tersngat2 r best.

aq pon x tau kenape aq tersangat r aktif mase minggu tu

hampir sume r aq masuk... hahahaha.....

first time kot dalam hidup aq, aq jd aktif join aktiviti camni....

kalo ikutkan hati memang aq malas giler n baek tido jek,

tapi kat jackson, aq ade kawan2 yg sgt aktive n supportive...

so, tergerak la hati aq tok join...... demi kawan2 n markah acs

sumpah, kalo x de Amin, kher lee, alia, thanges n alip,

aq x tau r pe jd dalam idop aq,mesti hidop aq lame giler

american indulgence week memang hectic giler dow

yet, it cools. thanks to ATUSA

tengok vid ni
mesti korang kagum

aq sempat gak cilok candid moment dr camera amin

so take a look

me n sundrina

no comment

jackson'sboys

jia hong, adib, amin, ronnie, wei jie, aq, nazrul n alip

smart tol diorg dressing camni....

jacksons n mr ikwan

lecturer calculus yg sgt2 baek

jacksons, miss nadeela n miss asma

posing abes..

espicially amin... hahaha

go amin!!!!

pic aq ngan thanges

(p/s: jgn tgk pipi aq)

illi, aq n ain..... sweet giler diorang

par n aq... hot giler par, bangge aq amek gambar ngn die

jackson's princess

sweet giler r korang

yin peng ngan aq.....

suare die best do

parade ni wat ari rabu petang

walaupun pade mulenye, masetu hujan turun dengan lebatnye

tetapi mende ni dijalakan gak after hujan turun

mule2 rase macam diunmotivatekan gak ngan hujan

tp at last, best gak

friendship: does it real???

2009-03-29T06:03:00.000-07:00

Friendship can be defined in million ways. Friendship is a relationship that has many dimensions and styles. Friendship can be of between any two or persons and there is no compulsion of age, gender, geography, race, creed or nationality. People living in this world are equally to prone to the relationship of friendship. Friendship has no boundaries and no limits. Convenience friends, special interest friends, historical friends and many more, are all the type of friends we have. There were everywhere, but maybe we cannot notice and distinguish them. But the matter is, who are our real friends? As we generally thought, friend’s interpretations must be honest and straightforward to each other. They ought to agree each other’s opinions and support self-awareness to each other. They don’t walk away when troubles come to us, but to give us hands. Such civilization of friend identities really put me into a hideaway, deeper and deeper. The more I experience the more I thought that friends are definitely brutal, deceived and distrustful.
According to my experience in friendship, I had realized, friends are the person who take an advantages from each other. They are relentlessly impact their sentiment. They will approach you when they need you, but they never regard you when you need them. There are too many evidences that show how and why my best friend betrayed me all the time. Throughout the incidence has occurred on me that I am thoroughly assured friends are absolutely selfish, distrustful, foolish, and sorrowful. My past memory had frequently emerged in my brain that my best friend has betrayed me again and again.
Since I was in primary school, I had met several best friends, one of them are the special one. We went out together, study together and did almost everything together. We even shared the money we had and no secret at all between us. Such of happiness made us even closely like blood brother. We were all were well known to each of our parents, because we were always doing things together and I sometimes stayed at his house.
Everything going smoothly until one day, I realized he was such rubbish. I have several reasons for saying that. Firstly, he is a hypocrite person. Before this I do not actually realize that he have that kind of attitude until one day he had proved me wrong. He acts like a noble person in front of me and his family, but at outside he was a jerk. He bullied small kid, smoking and enjoying vandalism. He also very cruel toward animal and I had witnessed he simply kick a cute kitten without any sympathy. He always confront to me that he hate cigarette, never bullied people, love animal and enjoying every single good thing he done, but in reality, he is opposite. Furthermore, not only this but he also always cheated on me. During both us study at boarding school, he cheated on me that he really not have any single cent to survive because his family have massive financial problems. Such faith of parents influenced me to lend him a few hundred ringgit. However, later I found him spent all the money for his girlfriends and surprisingly, his family actually not have any financial problems. From that time on, he broke his promise to pay my money back and has not even give a call until now
Besides that, he also always talk bad thing at my back. I admitted that it was my fault to share my secrets and express my feeling on him. I never thought he will spread all my secrets and even exaggerated the covert until made people’s perspective toward me become bad. Moreover, he also had made fun of me in front of many people and I definitely think such actions are very unforgivable. I really feel awkward at the moment, and break our friendship at that time. Confronting frustrations that I recessed the reasons why my friend had chosen to cheat on me, because I was too dependable on him. I shared my secrets and feeling. I sacrificed most of things which have never thought to achieve them back. I also had being extremely excessive in believe people who never shared their secrets or thoughts with me. This is all because I believe, if we really find ones who we can trust on, we should treasure them but not to destroy them.
Friends are variety groups of people who help each other, comfort to each other, and encourage each other. However, they can destroy our feeling and dignities. They can grab everything you have and gone for permanently. Friends could bring happiness or could give hand to you to be succeeded. But at the same time it also can be revise of the opposite sides or make you lost even more than he or she helped you gain. There has such proverb saying “the more love you receive the more pain you pay” it is truer than ever since. But now, I’m very thankful to god because give me a lot of friends and a very best friends. I believe, all the things come for reasons. In my case, I have a bad experience about friends and it eventually turn me into open-minded person and carefully when it comes to choose a friend. And it will answer the question, friendship is real!!!!!